It was such a surprise that I learned I was pregnant.  It wasn't planned at all.  In fact, I was telling myself and getting into the mindset of having a life of bringing the kids to school, picking them up and tutoring them at home.  I told myself, that this was the path - that this was the kind of life that I needed to get used to.  And I was getting used to it honestly.   I wasn't expecting it.  No plans were in order.   Then surprise, I was pregnant!   All those breastfeeding, sleepless nights, endless baby cries, and fussiness all came back to me immediately.  I felt dread more than excitement.  I was more worried than happy.  My previous pregnancies were all easy ones - it was after giving birth that I had a hard time.  In theory, I knew that I needed to hire a new yaya or a new helper in the house.  We were surviving with having just one to take care of the household and now this.  I remember Kailee being a very fussy bab...
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