It was such a surprise that I learned I was pregnant. It wasn't planned at all. In fact, I was telling myself and getting into the mindset of having a life of bringing the kids to school, picking them up and tutoring them at home. I told myself, that this was the path - that this was the kind of life that I needed to get used to. And I was getting used to it honestly. I wasn't expecting it. No plans were in order. Then surprise, I was pregnant! All those breastfeeding, sleepless nights, endless baby cries, and fussiness all came back to me immediately. I felt dread more than excitement. I was more worried than happy. My previous pregnancies were all easy ones - it was after giving birth that I had a hard time. In theory, I knew that I needed to hire a new yaya or a new helper in the house. We were surviving with having just one to take care of the household and now this. I remember Kailee being a very fussy baby. She was very gassy. Connor was also fussy. I
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