Red Mango

I initially thought, what? Another one of those fro-yo places?

But it was love at first taste!

The OFFICIAL countdown begins..

Today's the day that I have finally accepted that I am indeed, getting married.

This morning - I finally went to my make-up artist for a trial session, my Panget was there with me.

Right after - I went to my designer for my second fitting - my Panget and BFF KI were with me too. My Panget wanted to be there to see how my dress would look like, but was stopped y BFF and designer. Hahaha!! Poor Panget - he was sent out of the room! Good thing - he had his PSP on tow. At least hindi siya na bore!! :)

I was made up, I wore my wedding shoes, I wore my (incomplete) wedding dress.

It was then that I realized - this is it, only a few more days left and I will be Mrs. Panget.

Questions, doubts and so many other things are in my head - Will I be ready? Will I cry while walking down the aisle? Will I be relaxed? Will I become a bridezilla? Will it be the happiest day in my life?

So many questions, so many thoughts.....

Wedding Shoes!

Check!

That's another thing off my list!

Whats the other thing?

My invitations!
(I just need to do the rsvp and print thd envelopes)

Toffee Walnut Roll

From M2M at New World Renaissance in Makati.

SUPER YUMMY!

Yellow Cab's new Chicken Alfredo Pasta

The newest addition to the yellow cab family! If your're a cream based pasta lover, then this is the pasta for you! Its not too creamy and overpowering, actually its just perfectly mixed! The chicken pieces are perfect bite sizes too!

Its a great great alternative to the Charlie Chan!

it's SURREAL!!

In less than 60 days - I will be married to my Panget.

I can't believe it's that soon!!

Less than 60 days...

Things have been becoming surreal, especially this past week/end:

• I had my first fitting! Even if its only the lining - IT IS THE LINING. Yikes!!
• My Panget had his first fitting too! (So I have an idea what he looks like na!)
• Paid for downpayment for the shoes I'm having made at Solea
• Received my friend's text message that he's done with my and my Panget's wedding rings (and he gave me a hefty discount!!)
• Made downpayment for the wedding invitations (Amis Printing is the BEST!)
• Paid the Church fee, Church florist and Church requirement fees!!
• Picked items for the wedding registry..

The countdown starts!!

The Sandbox ad on EDSA!

Its not so clear here but the ad is up and is lit so very brightly!! Yehey!

Doubts and Fears

Yesterday afternoon, I accompanied my Panget's SIL (Sis-in Law) and cutie niece to Landmark to buy a few things. Ellie, my Panget's niece is the most mabait 2 year old that I have ever met! She doesn't throw tantrums, she listens to what we say and most of all, she knows how to compromise!! :) She doesn't run around the mall, she just follows us around - although there are moments where she goes astray - like wanting to ride the escalator! and sitting on a huge palanggana and watching people do their normal shopping and looking around - but overall, she's such a sweetheart to watch over, no complaints!

When we got home to SIL's house - I saw how she took care of her 2 kids, and I thought to myself - in a few years, I will be like her! But I'm honestly afraid, SIL is one of the most considerate, most caring, most loving people I know and me? Well, I honestly think I am sorta selfish - although I have a good heart, I don't know - there are doubts, doubts that say 'Can I be like this and that? Can I sacrifice for this and that? I don't know!! Doubts and fears slowly creeping back in!!

I am amazed on how she manages to share her time with her kids, husband and family! To think that its only been a week since they came back from the US (she gave birth there) - she's somehow adjusted. I ask myself - can I do the same? I really don't know. I even had this thought while we were chaging Krissy (the newest addition to their family - she's turning a month old on the 30th) that I am NOT ready to be a mother anytime soon! I think I will have crying spells in case people pressure(parinig parinig!!) me to have kids soon! I don't know if I will ever be ready - waaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

As they say - one step at a time...
(it took me THIS long to take this huge leap.. dahan dahan lang!)

No double stepping please! I repeat - NO double stepping!!

The Judai docu got me excited!! :)

Image borrowed from THIS site

Watching the Judai-Ryan special on TV made me sorta excited for my own big day. I say this for the first time, EVER! Friends know what I have been saying for the past months - but tonight, after watching the special - I am indeed excited!!

I wish my reception will be as happy as theirs!! I will make it my BEST to make it a happy happy happy wedding!! :)

Even if I've still no wedding invitations printed, no bridal shoes yet, I've yet to have my first fitting, there's no definite and final guest list - I am quite excited.

I just hope that my Panget and I finish all the details soon! We have a little over 60 days..

Please cross your fingers!!! :)

Yey!!

BTW - any suggestions for my bridal march? No cheesy songs please!! :) Hahahaha... :)